I want to get so high I forget I have to take a break with the boyfriend I live with and don’t have the means or options to move apart from.
How do I cope or let go in the slightest while I have to sleep next to him, and have to hold myself back from holding him or playing with his hair or kissing his face or touching his hands. How do I accept the fact he doesn’t feel the same anymore (and maybe forever). How do I put up a face or straight lie to everyone I know.
Need to lose weight